Wednesday, February 25, 2009

All out of my element..

I'm too overwhelmed. Socials fair is driving me insane, it's due this Friday and we're barely started. I highly doubt i'm going to pass math, but the thought of summer school gives me chills. I wish I was more self motivated, then I wouldn't be stuck in this stupid situation. My socials mark is like 60 something percent at the moment. I've dropped chemistry, and i've screwed up my own future basically. You see all these asians, worried about 80% averages, and here I am.. only exceeding in my electives, it's ridiculous. Student Council 09/10 elections are also coming up in the next month, I wanna run.. but can I actually handle it? I don't want to go through running against a friend again and I don't want to be so stressed, not to mention losing. Club basketball starts up in April too, that really does not help. I need to learn time management and prioritizing. I think with all this stuff coming up, having a boy just isn't the brightest idea either. I'm going to be so caught up in everything and I tend to lash out - I don't want to be that girlfriend. So maybe space is best? I think I need time.. & Agh, Sports Banquet next week too.. why do I get myself in over my head? Forget this. Just breathe, one step at a time. Fack. Seriously, I'm falling apart here.

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